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I am a journaler…not to be confused with a diary, but a collection of my thoughts about life, typically with spiritual and emotional leanings.  I am completely honest with in my journals and intend to let my future wife and kids read them one day…but more than likely will have a “burn my journals when I pass away” clause in my will.  I find journaling to be very therapudic, the whole getting your thoughts out of your head and on to paper I find is a very healthy think.  Another dynamic to journaling is being able to look back over the course of your journey and remember things you might have forgotten. 

 Today as I waited for my seminary class to start munching on a peanut butter & honey (yes honey) sandwich I noticed for the first time a button on my blog dashboard page “random post.” Basically clicking it would send me to a random blog post that I wrote in the past 8 years that I’ve been blogging.  It was a really introspective experience…different than re-reading my personal journal entry’s to be sure but reminded me where my heart has been devoted over the years, the people I shared life with and the burdens I bared throughout it all. 

All that to say…if you don’t journal I encourage you to do so, if you don’t blog I encourage you to give it a try and lastly if you blog I encourage you to spend some minutes this week looking back over the years and re-read your own posts.  I don’t think we do enough slowing down to learn from and celebrate our pasts in our culture.  Yes the future is most important, but how can we create a desirable future to live in if we dont correctly interpret our past?

 
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Posted by on October 21, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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Seek God Not His Promises

Read a great article on Brad Powell’s blog today. Brad is the senior pastor of my home church in Michigan, NorthRidge where I attended and also got my start out in ministry. I can relate to loving what God does for us more than loving Him.

Seek God Not His Promises

Often, God’s promises are NOT my experience. Don’t get me wrong. I love them and long for them. I seek them and pray for them. But, at times, to no avail. Lately, I think the veil’s been lifting on the reason…at least one of the reasons. I’m seeking and wanting the promises instead of God Himself.

Take contentment…one promise that we all universally desire. Of course, this promise comes in all kinds of forms. From Psalm 23:1, “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want”, to 1 Timothy 6:8, with God…”if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that.”

I’m finding that, when I lose contentment, it stems from wanting and seeking contentment more than God. Generally, it looks like this. I want something or to be somewhere that God is not presently providing or leading. Simply, my source of contentment becomes something other than God and His will for my life.

When this happens, in order to experience the promise of contentment, I begin trying to take it by force. I seek to secure what I want or get to the place I want to be…anyway I can. And, I feel “righteous” and “justified” in doing it. After all, I’m seeking one of God’s promises.

Here’s the problem. This will never produce contentment. It will only move it further and further away from my reality. Sadly, this is where I often live…and, if you’re honest, it’s where you often live.

The good news…Jesus addressed this common problem head on in Matthew 6. People were looking for God’s promises but experiencing the opposite…worry, stress, and anxiety. Here’s the solution Jesus gave…”seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well”, Matthew 6:33.

In other words, stop seeking the promises and start seeking God.

So…what are you seeking?

(You can find the original article HERE)

 
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Posted by on September 23, 2010 in Uncategorized

 

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Whose Soil?

Wednesday Austin and I started a new weekly practice. We are going through a new book of devotions called “Enjoy the Silence” based on the Lectio Divina practice of hearing God as you read the bible. Our first one took us to The Parable of the Sower in Luke 8:4-15.  A common passage I’ve read numerous times, yet as Lectio encourages us to do…I listened and found something I had never considered before. 

If you havent read the story before…it talks about a farmer who is planting (sowing) seeds in a field. As he does the seed falls on; a path, rock, among thorns and some in good soil. Jesus goes on to explain that the Farmer represents God, the seed is His Word and the soil is our heart.  Usually when I’ve heard this passage taught we’re asked to determine which one represents our heart today; the path, rocky, thorny or good soil.  While I think that is a good start it is then usually followed up with some commitment to make your soil good… you’ve got to try harder to produce fruit! So you commit to plowing up the thorns, remove the rocks or something like that.  But really whose soil is it? Who owns the field? In the parable wouldnt it also be the farmers job to plow the soil he is planting seed in? Now as with everything Jesus says theres alot of theology packed into this little story. Fundementally its bumping against the eternal question of how much of this is US and how much of this is God? For me I felt like God was reminding me that He is the farmer…the owner of the field.  He is the one who bears the burden of taking care of the field and ensuring it will produce fruit.  I know I get the priveledge of working alongside Him in the hardwork of plowing the field of my heart…but He never intended that I  feel the burden of having to do more to produce fruit.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30TNIV

 

Thanks for the reminder Papa…my field is yours. I trust that you will bring about the fruit in your time.  Show me what you want me to do…I want to make you proud. Forgive for continually acting as though I was the farmer.
 
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Posted by on February 27, 2009 in Uncategorized

 

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